I gave it all,
I gave my soul
and you couldn’t stand
to look at me anymore.
I was used to being a door,
open and shut,
slammed hard and misused,
but this was different.
I gave you my world,
I welcomed you in,
but you destroyed it
and your life became
a sin.
The clock chime sank
through me when
I realised you were
here.
You wore me down,
threw me in the ocean
and left me to drown.
You couldn’t even throw
me a saviour.
We were playing a game,
but you would always
win.
You would leave me in
the cold,
whilst I begged to be
let in.
‘Just let me in,
tell me what you feel,
let me touch you,
let me heal you’.
You were the monster
under my bed,
in my wardrobe
and stuck in my head.
I gave you all of me,
I brought down my walls,
but you destroyed me,
made me who I am today.
I asked you to let me in,
but you slammed the door
so hard
and now my ears still
ring.